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Name: Sweet Virginia
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Subject: Afterlife.. (NSC)
Date: Friday, March 13, 2015
Time: 12:40:07 PM
Remote Address: 204.225.67.6
Message ID: 292642
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Thread ID: 292493

Afterlife.. (NSC)

Wow – a lot of food for thought while I was off the board.

Keno, thank you so much for that reference on that book. I wrote it down and will look for it at the library. I love your points of view and think you are so right in everything you say.

Brian - wholly deja vu my friend! I recall our old emails about this stuff and miss those. I got out of reading about all of this stuff for a bit (having kids, divorcing, no time etc.) but I've been getting back into it again. Great writing and I wanted to add a few things too.

I've read that before we choose to come here to earth, our souls choose to come back to learn about life lessons (we make a contract if you will) which ultimately turns out to be love of all things; so that our souls can evolve and we map out what issues we will face and see if we can get over them this time around. It is almost as if the earth is a school for our souls and we all choose to set goals for ourselves and see if we can learn lessons we set for ourselves. Which would be why our memories of past lives are usually wiped from us. Otherwise, it would be too easy for us. There is no right or wrong in how we conquer these issues - we get to choose which path we take here and it is our own free will. They say we eventually end up on the path we have chosen anyway and if some lessons we did not learn, we may choose to have another lifetime to fix them.

It is said the afterlife is in a different dimension which is why not everyone can connect with them. Some people do have this gift (they say we all do if we open ourselves to it). I've read we have our ego and soul (higher self) that are the “voices in our heads”. The good angel and the bad angel on our shoulders yapping at you to do right or wrong. Ego runs on fear, anger, hatred, I can't do that, I shouldn't do that, I don’t have enough money, I’m not good enough, etc. Our egos have become a lot louder than our souls and I feel this goes back to how we are taught by our parents, caregivers, friends, enemies and through society. I'm not saying our parents were deliberately teaching us the negatives - they taught us what they know. If we all learned to shut our egos up or quiet them down, we would start hearing our soul's voice for guidance. The soul’s voice sounds like happiness, love, doing good, I can and I am going to succeed at anything I try.

A lot of the times we read/hear about soul mates. What I've read is we have a pile of soul mates and not just one who is our lover, but they are family, friends and even enemies (people we are close with and have a karmic tie to). We all choose each other before we come to help us learn lessons and we usually stick within our same group over and over again. However, some of our soul mates stay on the other side and try and get our attention through our higher self and help to guide us with our plan. A great example is my ex. We obviously had some karma to finish and I now think my lesson is to stand up to this dick and don't let him or anyone boss me around anymore. I’ve been doing a lot of soul searching of myself the past few years trying to erase what I have been taught since a young age. When I grew up, I had my dad & step dad who were/can be very miserable and used to be the boss all the time so I learned I must listen to my father figures and they are right and I am wrong. Go into adult life and what do I pull into my life is someone who wants to be the boss and this is what I’m accustomed to. So in my soul searching, I’m realizing this and now am re-teaching myself that I am a good person and deserve to be happy and that I make decisions for myself. Learning confidence and to reach for the stars in anything I do. And I’m not saying this whole thing cause I want/need a pity party whatsoever! I am so grateful that I’m given these books/sites to read and people in my life to help me. One day I will even be grateful for Joe to have learned and conquered this bullshit. I’m not there yet but I’m getting there.

What really sucks about this last paragraph is that I cannot blame my dad, step-dad, dickhead any longer because I am the one (or my ego) who allowed these people to treat me the way I did and I could have stood up for myself a long time ago. We all decide if we are happy or not. I guess it doesn’t really suck but I mean that it was a hard thing to face in not being able to blame others. The other biggies I’ve learned is you cannot change someone and how to forgive. I used to think that forgiving was confirming what some asshole did to you is okay. Forgiveness is not that because you do not have to think what they did was right, but you need to forgive them so that you let it go so that your soul can move forward without that negativity in it anymore. And change – I don’t know how many years I remember hearing myself say in my mind “when Joe changes re this or that”. How silly I was to continue punishing myself with that and staying! Of course there are other lessons I need to learn too but I’m not going to get into everything here. My problem with the ex is it is ordered that we communicate via email and he sends me 3, 4, 5 + emails per week of how I’m defying the Court Order for this and that and how I’m doing horrible at this and that and it goes on and on – he uses email to continue to abuse me and this has been a huge hurdle to get over because my ego still tells me I’m doing something wrong. He is manipulator so in the court process or with professionals, I have been labelled because I didn’t have the balls to rise above him and throw him into his place. Add my re-teaching myself and two young boys, a job into the picture and I really didn’t have the time to stand up to him. About a year ago I met a counsellor that I clicked with and brought these emails into her to help me how to overcome them. She helped me to understand a lot and turned me onto passive aggressive disorder as she felt he has this. Now that I understand this, I’m flabbergasted how common this is and see it in so many relationships and it definitely is helping me in the forgiving department. I don’t want to rant about the ex but it is a great example to use re karma imo. When people lash out at you, they are listening to their egos and they think it’s going to make them feel better to shoot you down because they can’t be doing anything wrong!

Another interesting thing I’ve learned/read is all about how our minds have been erased about all of this stuff by some high leaders in this world because they felt if we all knew how to use this, everyone would get ahead and they wanted control over everyone. But what the universe teaches is that there is enough abundance for everyone as long as we are not using it for the wrong reasons (power, greed & control). But it was those leaders who were thinking out of power, greed & control. This brings me to the man-made things in this world that we don’t really need but society makes us think we need this and that. Anyway, I’ve done enough typing so I’m going to end this here.

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